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  • All Over the Place, But Still Right on Time

    What we desire desires us. It lingers like a memory something we’ve had before, waiting for us to arrive again. My grandpa once told me when you feel déjà vu, it means you’re at the right place, the right time. I think about that when my mind wanders to grief I’ve let go of, to…

  • Finding Love While Wandering the Wild Mess

    I don’t know how some gofrom thinking they knew foreverto finding someone new. I know now there’s someone out there for everyone,I truly believe that,but for a long time, I didn’t. When I left everything I knew,the relationship I thought was forever,it was just that,the end. I didn’t dream of beginnings,I asked only: what do…

  • The Night the Moon Told Me the Truth

    I sat in the grass with the crickets chirping and the cicadas singing, staring up at the brightest moon I’d seen in so long, and I knew my life would never be the same. Some moments hit like that.They don’t warn you.They just arrive, wrap around you, and whisper, “Everything is about to change.” I…

  • How Lucky

    Lately, I’ve been doing the work,the healing, the feeling,the isolating kind of workwhere your emotions overflowand you almost hide from them,but then you don’t. It’s been a journey and a dance,an eye-opening gift,and a place that’s brought me to my knees. And still,I have to remind myself sometimesthat the fun, wild, untamed parts of mestill…

  • Softness Grew Here: A Mirror in the Grass

    This morning, I saw the tiniest baby bunny on my front lawn..still, soft, and slow, just nibbling grass like the whole world was safe.And I knew it was a sign. Earlier this week, I found two baby birds that had passed.And now… this.This living thing.This soft, wild thing.This mirror of me. Because I know nothing…