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Category: Starting Over

  • Finding Love While Wandering the Wild Mess

    I don’t know how some gofrom thinking they knew foreverto finding someone new. I know now there’s someone out there for everyone,I truly believe that,but for a long time, I didn’t. When I left everything I knew,the relationship I thought was forever,it was just that,the end. I didn’t dream of beginnings,I asked only: what do…

  • The Night the Moon Told Me the Truth

    I sat in the grass with the crickets chirping and the cicadas singing, staring up at the brightest moon I’d seen in so long, and I knew my life would never be the same. Some moments hit like that.They don’t warn you.They just arrive, wrap around you, and whisper, “Everything is about to change.” I…

  • How Lucky

    Lately, I’ve been doing the work,the healing, the feeling,the isolating kind of workwhere your emotions overflowand you almost hide from them,but then you don’t. It’s been a journey and a dance,an eye-opening gift,and a place that’s brought me to my knees. And still,I have to remind myself sometimesthat the fun, wild, untamed parts of mestill…

  • Softness Grew Here: A Mirror in the Grass

    This morning, I saw the tiniest baby bunny on my front lawn..still, soft, and slow, just nibbling grass like the whole world was safe.And I knew it was a sign. Earlier this week, I found two baby birds that had passed.And now… this.This living thing.This soft, wild thing.This mirror of me. Because I know nothing…

  • The Truth of the In-Between

    Leaving, but not yet gone.Knowing, but not quite living it.Shedding the old,but not fully stepped into the new. A space where you remember the achemore than the reason you stayed.Where clarity whispers louder than habit,and yet… you linger. A quiet stretch of stillness,not quite the end,not yet the beginning.Just a soft pausebetween who wasand who…